Life's Goals

I was watching a YouTube by BBC India about a 3-foot man's fight to become a doctor. Rejected by the medical council that admits students into medical school and lost in the High Court and at the end, he won his right to become a doctor with a Supreme Court ruling. It's amazing story and he seems to be doing well in spite of his height or lack thereof. Several times this 3-foot tall doctor who made it at the end said one must have life's goals. I was just thinking to myself. What are my life goals at this stage of my life?

Last words to my former congregation

"Isn't worshipping the Father serving God?" "Bukankah menyembah Bapa itu melayani Tuhan?" -those were my last words to my former church as I hinted strongly that they need not worry about what I will do in the future. Quite often, people think I am out of a job or ministry which I never felt even once in my life after beginning full time ministry more than 31 years ago. I have never felt need for a letter or human appointment to say that I am serving God or doing this or that for God. If other people acknowledge my ministry and calling, well and good. If not, it is their loss, not mine. Even when I wait for the next phase of my ministry, I have never stopped serving God.

The Table in Ezekiel's Temple (Ezek 41:22)

While revising my commentary on ch. 13 of John's Gospel, I was watching several you-tubes on Ezekiel's Temple, some by scholars who mostly take a symbolic interpretation. I noted that most of the furniture in Solomon's Temple is no longer mentioned in Ezekiel's Temple narrated from Ezek 40-48, all nine chapters at the end of the prophetic book. One furniture that remains and it seems to be located in front of the holiest of holy in the holy place, namely a wooden altar of about 5 feet tall and 3.5 feet square.

Writing Resumes

I give You thanks, O Lord for you have healed me and given me life. After nearly a month of hiatus, today I began revising my manuscript from John 13 onwards. I have written about 180 pages and I am re-reading and revising my first draft. I will take it easy having learned nothing much could be gained by speed or haste. I will meditatively read the text and whatever needed change or revision, I will do so.

What Price Freedom?

When I was called to serve the Lord as a 18 year old teenager I knew then I would serve for free for the price of freedom. Freedom to speak God’s Word to kings and slaves. Little did I realize it took 43 years after those fateful weeks that I had a series of visions in church that launched my ministry until today. A few may see I went for theological training BTheol and then further post grad study but little is known what God reveals in secret for no one can study or understand the book of Revelation unless God wills it to him.

Rising from the Dead

The ultimate vindication is the resurrection. Even dead, one rises to live again. All wrongs will be righted on that day. There is no Christianity without resurrection. The apostles preached that Christ rose from the dead, barely two months after the crucifixion. Christ took upon himself the sufferings of the world, all the injuctice was borne by Him. He bore the cross with joy knowing that it would only be temporary, on third day he rose again, defeating death forever and bringing the hope of eternal life for all who believe.

Fulfil Your Promise, O Lord

I have had two weeks of doing nothing, resting and just let time passes me by. I have to learn to take things slowly and in its time. Unless God builds the house, the builders build in vain, says the Psalmist. Likewise, I found myself at the mercy of God, very much like Moses in the wilderness for 40 years for unless it is God's will there is nothing much I could do. I learned many things in the past week. Reading a few chapters of Exodus 10-13 as preparation for Passover/Good Friday.

Living by Faith

It’s now over a month since I left my former church as pastor and now I live by faith. In fact, I have lived by faith since 1989 when I opened my law firm as a young lawyer just barely 25 years old having worked for two law firms for two years; five months in NZ before admitted to the Bar in Christchurch and then about one and a half years in Kota Kinabalu.

Last Promise

“I desire peace but when I speak, they are for war”, says the Psalmist. I had spoken the last words in my former church yesterday. I attended because the church we visited last July came to visit my former church and when the leaders asked me two months ago (after I had resigned) I told them I would attend as a sign of courtesy as well as Christian fellowship. My absence could be a talking point, so I went.

5 Sessions on Leadership

There are six sessions altogether but one session is Q & A, so I do not have to prepare notes and PowerPoint for that. The rest of the 5 sessions are fully loaded with notes and PowerPoint slides. Three sessions of lectures or talks are on leadership and two sessions of workshops for which I also prepared notes too to guide the participants along. I was told two days ago 120 people already registered for the seminar. Initially I thought maybe 50 was a good number.

Calm before the Storm

I don’t know how I will fare with about 10 hours’ long seminar over one and a half days. Even preaching for 37 minutes and a song of response for 4 minutes took me three days to recover and even now I am not fully recovered from the exertions of last Sunday. But tomorrow I will speaking for one hour 15 minutes talk followed by an hour long Q & A. We will see how it goes. We are supposed to have a 3 hour break from 4.30pm to 7.30pm and then another two and a half hours long sessions with the last hour on a workshop.